“By the shores of Gitche Gumee……”

Maloney family members from Ishpeming, early 1900s.

Maloney family members from Ishpeming, early 1900s.

I have no idea where the time goes. I swear, I can trace the year by whether I am going on my annual Serpent Mound trip or the Christmas Tree is going up.

Well, it ain’t Christmas. However, it is time to hit the road for points west. I will be getting to Kentucky and Ohio by way of Michigan this year. “What!” you say. “How stupid is that!” Not stupid, just genealogy. I am looking for information on Maloney family members who lived in Ishpeming, ancestors of my husband. Especially Patrick Maloney (1836-1908). How he and his family avoided both the 1860 and the 1870 census, I am still puzzling out. Whether he was in the Civil War or not is still a question, but hey, Irish Catholic and no children in six years (1860-1866), you can bet that he was on the road too.

Hopefully, I will find something to add to the family story. If not, I still have the pleasures of KY and OH to look forward too. Every year the Serpent Mound and the power of the horse energy in Lexington renew me.

Morituri te salutamus!!

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Clarence Brown: Poet and Novelist

This story starts at the 2013 Farpoint Science Fiction convention, which I was invited to attend with many other author guests. The majority of the writers were self-published or published in small presses. As part of the programming, we were offered the chance to do a reading of our work. Since I was concentrating in 2013 on anthology submissions, rather than a new novel (although I had one fermenting), I thought it was a good idea to read some new material and get some insight on what people might think of my shorter work. When I arrived on Friday afternoon, I found out that I had drawn an evening time slot on Saturday for the reading with 2 men, not something I was happy about. I felt no one would come at six, the start of the dinner hour before the Masquerade. And according to the program book, the two guys had produced novels with hard edges. With my lighter fare of urban fantasy with a touch of romance, I felt my work would be very out of place when paired with the other authors and not a good match. For a brief time, I thought I might ditch the reading. But I let myself have a good stew, and then, resigned, I gathered my good graces and headed out to my first set of panels on Friday evening.

At the Mixed Genre panel, I met one of the men. Clarence Brown was the author of Needs. I had read in the program book that he had done the dance with heroin for decades before getting clean and getting on the writer’s road, and his addiction was the first thing he mentioned on that panel. He spoke with a deep voice that added weight to his eloquent words about his experience and how it informed his writing. I knew from his intelligent discourse that what he would read on Saturday, I would, as a writer, find interesting. However, as an aspiring voice actor, I mentally had to silence my own chattering green demons when I heard his mellifluous, audio book ready voice. If writing did not work out, I thought, Clarence had the coveted baritone pipes for voice-over work.

When the time came on Saturday, I decided that I would stake out my territory as being the last reader, the fluffy dessert to the heavy entrees. The other author had not shown. It was just Clarence and me. When Clarence began to read for the audience, I knew I was in the presence of a Master. In this recognition, I also knew it was my duty to step aside. This was his hard-earned moment. Over the hour, all of us present were richly rewarded and held in the grip of his reading of chapters from Needs. We were just as amazed at the powerful poetry he had also brought to the room and read, which complemented the novel by revealing the humanity trapped and screaming beneath the iron boots of soul-stomping addiction. Needless to say, Clarence sold some books that night.

Once home, I read Needs in one sitting because I could not put it down, each chapter’s hook compelling me to read just a little more until I realized I had read it all. And still, I wanted more. I was happy to learn that there will be a sequel book, for I want to learn what happens next to the heroic detectives Brenda and Al. I do hope that Clarence’s poetry will also soon be in print. Book and Poems. They are two mirrors facing each other and reflecting infinity.

So listen to Clarence…and learn. Then, go and get his book.

Early Recording of Clarence Brown Reading his Poetry on the Signal with Andy Beanstalk

Clarence on the Signal Talking about Needs

More Great Artists on the Signal!

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A Star Rose in Cerami: Mardi Gras Day

Enjoy an excerpt from my book A Star Rose in Cerami, wherein metaphysical innkeeper and hunk Augustus Cavilieri find his inner Wild Man at the Clarendon Mardi Gras Parade.

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Rosemarian owed Fatima Theodora and Elena each fifty dollars, for she had not thought that the reserved Augustus would ever find his inner Wild Man. As always, the innkeeper had proven her wrong. Following behind the silvery-blue, glittering Silver Indians of the Crystal Excellence, the patrons of the feathered band made a wide turn through a broad intersection in Clarendon. As they angled around, Rosemarian finally had a quick, clear view of innkeeper, the group’s tallest member, who performed at the front of the line.

Because there were no other Mardi Gras Indians in the parade, Horus avoided the use of a Spy Boy to signal the approach of rivals troops. Instead, the Big Chief preferred to have an active Wild Man clearing his path. But like the traditional Spy Boy, Augustus’ regalia allowed him more freedom of movement than his ornately feathered and paneled brethren. He wore fringed scralet buckskin and dyed suede boots to match. His ruby encrusted collar lit up the night. His curving headpiece was papier-mâché formed to mimic the skull of a Bighorn Sheep. A corona of orange feathers emphasized the whiteness of the faux bone, giving him the appearance of a diabolical ram that his vermillion grease-painted face only enhanced. One small, elaborately embroidered panel formed his breastplate. It bore the Flower of Life that she had seen on Frange’s door. The multiple panels attached to the other members’ regalia contained equally esoteric symbols. The beams from spotlights set up on platforms intended for reporters bounced wildly off of the stitching formed by metallic threads and the faceted gems.

After the first appearance of Horus’ troop, more narrow-minded patrons of the parade had complained about the symbols, suggesting a satanic influence and connection. Horus’ lecture at the old Arlington Central Library had not only enlightened folks about the Mardi Gras Indian traditions but had also segued into the universality of the symbols on their garments. Because of his lecture, no further complaints had ever arisen.

The innkeeper suddenly made a prodigious leap into the air. For a moment, he hung in space like a phoenix, eliciting gasps from the crowd. Upon his landing, Augustus lunged and chanted as he cut an impressive swath before him in his mission to the clear a wide path for Big Chief Horus. His contorted face struck fear into the children on the sidelines, who surely must have thought that the Devil had come to take them for misbehaving. Perhaps, he was a bit too enthusiastic. The powerful moms of Arlington now might lodge a complaint against the troop, and they posed more danger than that of people with narrow minds. However, she knew that the smooth-talking Horus could settle any rough waters.

And his troop is fabulous, Rosemarian thought, picturing Horus defeating his enemies with his eloquence and his Mardi Gras Indian mind power. Daniel Webster and the Devil both would never have a chance against his charisma. She wondered whether he had taught his nephew the finer points of presence or whether such charm simply ran in his and Frange’s blood.

Ah, poor Horus. He respects that the equally festive and elaborately costumed South American dancers keep their own “diabolical” traditions. But he definitely needs another Mardi Gras Indian Chief to count ritual sartorial coup on for his night to be complete and the full tradition to be observed, she continued to muse.

Now, I wonder why the Masons have not gotten involved with the parade? Surely a group of banjo playing Shriners would make an interesting counterpoint, although they are not as fearsome in appearance.

For several moments, she contemplated how she might help Horus with more outreach for next year’s parade, the thought of the dangers to follow that evening receding from her mind.

A shriek sounded. Somewhere up ahead, Augustus had taken his performance to the next level with a banshee bellow, and the crowd responded back with drawn out hollers worthy of a band of Sasquatches. Rosemarian leapt from her position and dashed along the sidelines for a better view of the Mardi Gras Indians. The blue crepe paper rose she wore gave her carte blanche along the parade route, for her substantial monetary contribution had helped to make their appearance possible.

The Big Chief nodded his approval at his Wild Man’s heightened efforts. Unlike his followers, Horus was outfitted this year in silver and green feathers, his duty and obligation being to have a new, spectacular suit every year. His collar contained diamonds and emeralds, making him the only being alive capable of outshining the ultimate Wild Man. For his sake, she hoped Augustus was ready to defend his leader from theft. Traditionally, the Wild Man carried a weapon, but Horus had insisted that ferocity was all that Augustus needed to do justice to the honor bestowed upon him.

Horus could take care of himself in any situation. He was not lean like his nephew, and he appeared solid enough to pack a good punch if necessary. She could envision him as a Marine in his youth. From his date of birth, she also knew the lawyer was a eleven tone Caban. He had made manifest his sign and vibrational signature in the moving and shifting energy of his marvelous troop and the good the members represented. Except for acquiring basic, practical information, she had not been one to pry into his affairs when she had decided to support his troop. But considering his surprising connection to Frange, the gods alone knew what other secrets the middle-aged man hid. She made a mental note to compile a more detailed folder on him when all the “excitement” ended.

Practically speaking, Horus also had his men at his side tonight for reinforcements. The Flag Boy, a young black man outfitted in violet feathers and an amethyst and silver collar, carried an ebony pole. The argent flag of the Silver Indians of the Crystal Excellence sparkled with zircons that formed a star tetrahedron, a symbol made from the melding of two tetrahedra and associated with spiritual mastery, healing, and ascension. While it was a colorful troop manned by gentlemen who gave back extensively to the community, she now suspected that Horus had groomed each man personally for the fight against evil, whenever it appeared.

The high school marching band in front of the innkeeper suddenly struck up a rousing rendition of When the Saints Go Marching In. Rosemarian glanced down the sidelines. Elena and Fatima Theodora waved and cheered Augustus, who lunged at them in ferocity. Her niece recoiled in mock horror; Fatima Theodora raised her fists like a pugilist.

A cool breeze rose and wrapped Rosemarian’s heart with melancholy. The twinkling lights; the noise and gaiety; the brilliant costumes; it all passed before her. In a few moments, the entire parade would disappear from view as the line of marchers snaked around the buildings of Clarendon. The people would disperse; darkness would come. No better metaphor existed for the ephemeral experience of Life. In the end, every parade led to the same destination: Death. On the deserted ball field off the main road through the neighborhood, Elena had touched upon the same truth last year and had wept. But since her dream of Peter, Rosemarian had cried herself empty.

A mass of people around her erupted in yowls of delight, which snapped her back to the present. Augustus, possessed by an almost superhuman energy, did not one, but two cartwheels. So many flashes went off that she knew one person had caught the winning moment for all time. Augustus would get the prized trophy for being the most magnificent person in the parade, a faux pas to be sure, for a Wild Man should never trump his Big Chief. But with true style, he would make deprecating comments about himself before turning over the rather mundane pyramidal hunk of clear plastic to Horus.

Rosemarian shifted her gaze back to Elena and Fatima Theodora. The older woman gestured wildly as she did when telling a story and continued to point to the receding Wild Man. Elena laughed, her body rocking with mirth and admiration for the innkeeper’s exploits of the night.

A mournful tune snaked out of a dark alleyway and licked her ears before fading like a sweet dream. Rosemarian knew with certainty that this was the last Mardi Gras parade that they would all enjoy together.

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A Star Rose in Cerami: A Groundhog’s Day Start

It is hard to believe that January has flown, and we have entered February. Punxsutawney Phil says spring is on the way. Back in an alternate version of Arlington, Virgina, after the adventure of Coffee with Thunderbolts, Rosemarian puts her faith in Venerable Virgil, who also predicts an early spring. But she remains uneasy. Only her niece and her friends might ease her discomfort. And a surprise on her birthday leads her and Augustus Cavalieri to Sicily and a new adventure. A Star Rose in Cerami is that story.

Being somewhat slow on the uptake, I have only just gotten my 2 novels up in the Amazon Kindle format. I dawdled because of misinformation and suspicion. But now on my Amazon Author Page, you can read excerpts of both books and my travel memoir Full Tank & No Damage: Three on a Sicilian Odyssey, which might add to your enjoyment of the novels. Of course, the best deal for print versions of my books remains on my Author Spotlight on Lulu. And there and on Barnes and Noble, you can get the books in the epub format.

So give my books a try and put a little magic into a cold February day.

MGP

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My Father

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Jerry Nicholas Petrino was born in the Bronx, New York on January 3, 1923, time unknown, for he was delivered by the midwife Aurora Silvaggio at home. He was the last child of Rose Metaldi Petrino of Newark, New Jersey and Nicholas Petrino, originally of San Fele, Italy.

It is hard to believe that my father would have turned ninety today had he lived. It is hard to believe so much time has passed since his death almost twenty-five years ago on July 15, 1988. But it must be so, because now, when I look into the mirror, I see a woman who has left youth behind, not the young woman I had been.

Everyday, he crosses my thoughts and my heart; everyday, I expect him to just appear on my doorstep. It is a blessing when he appears in my dreams. The gash in my soul will never truly mend until I meet him again. When my time comes to cross the gate opened by Death, I hope he is there to guide me to whatever comes next, for I know that in his presence, I will be safe.

He was a loving and kind man, who was taken too young. It states on his gravestone that “Our Hearts Belong to Daddy.” It will always be so.

MGP

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Farewell, 2012

The end of the year is nigh. 2012 was a mixed bag year. I did have fun traveling to England and on USA driving trips. However, my books sales were disappointing as were my attempts to leap forward with voice acting. Still, for now, I persist. I guess that makes me either a dreamer, or a fool, or both. If Teddy can win, so can I…maybe.

Looking forward to 2013. I will be at Farpoint as an official guest on the author programming panels. I hope to do more with anthology submissions this year. I have my NaNoWriMo 2012 novel to edit, but it is really on the back seat. I will forge ahead with more avenues for voiceover work. Probably, sometime during the year, I will, rather reluctantly, look for some little endeavor that will help make me some chump change without compromising my creative time.

All my books are still available for the best price on Lulu on my Author’s Spotlight page. Lulu always has coupons for additional discount, so check them out. Although the Mayan Calendar has rolled over, my heroes from the first book are off on another adventure in A Star Rose in Cerami, which I will also excerpt here from time to time.

So, a Happy New Year to everyone.

MGP

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A Beautiful Day in the Celestial Neighborhood: 12/21/2012

OMG! Last night wind and rain galore! My cat, Bella, was whirling like a dervish at 2:30 am as if to meow, “Those Mayans are coming!! Get ready!”

I had planned to light my 7 circuit labyrinth with many candles. Despite the high winds, I was able to manage to get the corners, the entrance, and the center illuminated. My metaphysical alter egos (Elena, Rosemarian, Fatima Theodora, and even critical Augustus) would have been pleased at my effort. Of course, the wind blew around all my carefully placed crystals and objects. My Chasing Star Kachina had his feathers blown off. My watch was acting up. Although I know I was in the labyrinth at the moment of the conjunction of the Sun with the great Rift of the Milky Way, where I exactly was, the center or one of the paths, only the sky gods know. I also went back out at sunrise, twice, once for the exact moment of sunrise, and once for when I could actually see the sun, barely, in the east. It was funny, but the west was bluer and brighter. For a moment, I thought, just maybe, we shifted the rotation of our dear planet Earth. Hey, it’s happened in my dreams, and that means it probably happened in a past life too!

The walk, especially in the dark, was mysterious. There were two great bursts of wind, and I though that either the evil Sebastiano was on his way, or my drumming was really tapping into the earth, air, water and fire energies. When I ran out the second time to drum the sunrise, I felt the most connected because I could see the sun, and I knew that what I could not see was the Milky Way framing it. As an exact time no longer mattered, I forgot time and for a breath, escaped it. So overall, an experience to remember and to cherish.

My husband, Tom, was great in filming my little Mayan Rollover Soliloquy to commemorate the day. He, most wisely, stayed inside and warm while I drummed, but he is far more evolved than I. He knows that you cannot capture and hold Time, no matter how hard you try. You only have its shadow.

I did think fondly of my characters from Coffee with Thunderbolts as I was in the labyrinth this morning. I wonder if they thought of me.

I still have to gather all the crystals and objects I left in the labyrinth. But I will think about that…after I defrost!

Blessings!

Marianne

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Almost There! 12/21/2012

Well, it won’t be long before the Mayan Calendar rolls over :) I thought I would write this post now because I’d just prefer to mostly enjoy the day tomorrow.

At dawn, the world will still be here in all its glorious imperfection. And I will pray and drum for it, especially after last Friday’s horrors. I will be out there in my labyrinth drumming both at the time of the conjunction of the Sun with the Milky Way and the marking of the winter solstice, let’s say between 6:00 am and 6:15 am EST in my neck of the woods, and a little later, at sunrise, for round two.

I did some preparation today, getting my labyrinth warded with crystals and such. The candles will have to wait until morning, hopefully after the rain. With all the stuff scattered about, it almost looks like a metaphysical flea market! (Kind of like Dom Deluise saying, “Too much?”).

I will do a little video about a half an hour before I begin drumming, principally so you can all see just how silly I look all bundled up and with a headlamp fixed to my brow. I will probably look like I am going after Bigfoot rather than embarking on a spiritual walk. Laughter is the happy side of Love.

I will recall the day with the video and a picture beforehand, but I wish to fully experience the moment of the conjunction without any distraction. That may be hard to do because I will think of my characters in my novel and how they faced this day. It may also be hard to keep the mind in focus as the early morning will be colder than a… well, you get the idea. Since when did they start naming snowstorms, BTW? But Draco will bring us rain, not snow, which can be apocalyptic in the Washington, DC metropolitan area when it occurs.

So, Happy Mayan Rollover (in advance). Keep the home baktuns burning.

MGP

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Coffee with Thunderbolts: The Grand Finale

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Well, 12/21/12 is almost upon us! I plan on that day to be outside in my labyrinth drumming for the world at 6:11 am EST, which is when the great conjunction occurs in my neck of the woods. Here is a little sample from the ending of my novel to intrigue you :)

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Elena studied the clear sky. The moon had set some time back. The darkest part of the morning was beginning to recede; the dimmest stars had faded. For Arlington, Virginia, the moment of the great conjunction would occur at 6:11 a.m., a little more than an hour before sunrise.

Rosemarian and Fatima Theodora took the positions they had chosen on the Day of the Dead. Augustus stood between them at the equinox point of the labyrinth.

From her vantage at the entrance to the labyrinth, Elena looked to each one in turn, burning their image into her memory.

Her aunt’s pain, so similar to her own in many ways, had started their journey. The short woman bundled in winter drab clothing smiled back at her. She angled her octagonal drum so that the Thunderbird on it faced Elena. She gave it a gentle tap with her simple leather beater, sending a message of her complete trust. Rosemarian brought the cutting force of the wind and air.

Don’t worry, Auntie Rem. I have decided I will not fail! She could not speak for Rosemarian’s struggle. As for herself, she had quelled her fears and regrets by focusing on the task at hand now that the time to act had finally arrived. However, they had not entirely disappeared; they remained hidden knives of doubt. They had the power to reappear, and maim at any time. If she could finally bathed them in the purifying light of wisdom, they would surely disintegrate. Then she could turn the pages they had marked in her life, for she would have learned the lessons they had taught. One day, she promised herself, she would attain the mastery over her physical brain that had caused her so much unnecessary suffering.

Augustus looked ready to hike a mountain trail garbed in his hunter’s jacket, denim, and heavy boots. The innkeeper carried no instrument. He was a silent knight calmly waiting for the enemy. He was the deepest current in the river, and the most dangerous. However, it was fire that he would summon to protect her, not water.

A plaintive meow rose up. Bit of Nothing had insisted on following them outside, and now circled nervously around him. What role the feline had, if any, eluded her. May Sekhmet protect her, Elena begged, remembering what Augustus had affectionately called the kitten so many months back. Would Egyptian deities interfere with the Mayan prophecy? Well, the whole Universe is watching, so who knows, Elena decided.

Fatima Theodora stamped her feet. Still wearing the same caftan as when she arrived, she looked more like Santa Claus than the remorseful strega, La Befana, who sought the forgiveness of the Christ child. This time she held a large circular drum. Unlike the cottonwood shaft of her aunt’s plain beater, hers was mahogany. Carved figures of mermaids and fish curved around its length. The painting on her drum evoked the mountains of Sicily. The stone Lion of Cerami held the place of honor at its center. This woman would protect her with earth and water.

Fatima Theodora and Elena struck their drums. A lightning bolt ripped across the sky, making the trees creak and quake. Bit of Nothing made a prodigious leap and landed in the center of the labyrinth. She sat down, paws neatly folded under body. She narrowed her gold eyes, and gave her permission to begin. It was the feline’s task to watch and remember.

Although faced with the unknown, Elena smiled at the absurdity of it all. She was dressed in an outlandish gown, and carried only a legal pad marked with what she had written.

The wondrous handiwork of Frange began to glow softly. The girdle cycled through all the colors of the rainbow. The fabric and stones collected and enhanced her spiritual energy. She glanced down at the wavering Mayan glyphs. One lifted from the paper and floated before her, a wispy, silver shape. It was time. The conjunction approached; the world pulsed with the energy of the aligning Sun and the Milky Way. She had to reached the core of the labyrinth during the moment of their union for the spell to succeed.

Trusting to the guidance of existence, she opened her heart to the experience. To proceed she had to believe that Sebastian was already defeated.

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Origin: Spirits of the Past

An anime we reviewed in October 2012 on Fast Forward: Contemporary Science Fiction was Origin: Spirits of the Past , distributed by Funimation.

As with all of our reviews, each video contains copyrighted material that is being used under the FAIR USE provisions of copyright law for the purpose of review and commentary. All copyrights belong to their respective owners, and there is no intention of infringement on the part of the reviewer.

MGP

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